It has been very strange with this whole miscarriage thing going on. I feel like I live two different lives. I am cleaning up, doing laundry, making meals, packing lunches, laying out clothes, cleaning up paint etc. All the while I am waiting for this miscarriage to start. Sometimes for a brief moment I almost forget. Until I go to the bathroom and see a bit of red. Then I am reminded of the life that ended inside of me. But I have to be a mom to my children that are here first. I want to curl up in my bed and wait it out. I can't. Little people need me. Maybe thats good. I am just so tired.
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man, THAT IS CRAZY!!! That's why GOD gave the "MOM" role to the women...WE ARE SOOO MUCH STRONGER THAN ANY MAN CAN BE!!!!
I'm sorry :(
Dina
I'm so sorry honey, you know I'm here for you if you need me.
Love Ya!!
I wish I could give you a real life hug.. That and cheer you up some.. I'd try my best to have you giggling I swear! xoxo
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